Ceiling Fan v. Jessica

Tall people should be able to empathize with me on this one....when you walk in to a room with low ceilings and just to make it better there are ceiling fans. Yep. When your making a bed and you raise your arm to lift the sheet and....WAMO! ya. Ouch. So this is what I'll look like for the next 2 weeks. Never realized how much I need both of my arms. For instance typing this is a lot of fun. So I'm stopping.

Confessions of a White Girl:

The Jet Girls. They are white, snobby, and not in the show. Why? Well it just doesn't seem right that the so COOL Jet Boys' girlfriends don't have a song or more stage time to develop their character. I know many people are highly interested in this, if the White Girls were given a song what would it be about?

I believe it would go something like this:
Why do our boys always leave us to fight? We want more time and attention. And that stupid Anybody's always trying to steal our affection! You have to hate those spics for taking our boys away from us, We don't want to make a fuss Well maybe we do :) We Jetties have to stick with each other Cuz those boys leave us for everyone but our mother...s We got sparkle and spunk! Who needs those hunks Just blame those Spics But we gotta find where we belong.

*Ya wow! I am a talented lyricist. I bet you would never guess I just made that up! And I could totally do the whole song and dance for you, but I believe that would have to be something special in person :)*

I'm hoping that NY is interested in just inserting this in the Broadway show as soon as possible. Because I am positive so many people wonder- What about the white girls?

Outfit Choices

I don't put too much thought into what I wear everyday. Especially since I work at 7, and I could care less what I look like at that time of morning. So who would ever guess that my clothing choices were somehow emotionally connected to me....Well I only have one days worth of photo documentation, but I dress Sam in the same colors as me every morning. Not on purpose. And today was especially bad! About mid-afternoon I realized we were wearing the exact same thing. The weird thing is I realize the matching clothes each day at the end of my shift and never realize it again til the same time the next day. I just think its so weird that I actually have a reason subconsciously for what I'm wearing, because I wouldn't just choose the same thing twice a day if it didn't mean something. Crazy Sauce. This is really interesting to me. I want to know why I do this. Why do I choose what I'm gonna wear, and then put Buddha in the same thing??

(I can't post pics of the people I take care of...stupid laws)

mom

Families can be together forever. I would die if I couldn't be with my mom and family forever. Today is my beautiful moms birthday. She has sacrificed so much for my family. I love her more then words can express. She is my best friend, and I hope one day I could have the strength she does. She is an amazing example of hope and enduring to the end. I love you mom. I love the example you set for our family. During this test of our faith you are a great example to us kids. You have taught us that relying on our Father in Heaven is what matters most. I am so grateful for that mom. I rely on your strength and knowledge so much and your friendship and guidance has helped me get through each passing day. Although I get frustrated about your passion sometimes, I admire your zeal for life. I admire that you stand up for what you believe in, thank you for being an anchor for our family. I know this will be a very different birthday, but I hope somehow I can make it a little better. I hope somehow I can relieve some stress and pressure and help you today. I LOVE YOU!!! I always will. I wouldn't be who I am with out my incredibly amazing mom. So if you love me or even just kinda like me, then you have to appreciate my mommy. I hope when I am a mom I am able to love and protect my kids like my mother has done for me. I am so excited to be a mom and hopefully be a strength to my kids like she is to me. I know one thing for sure. My kids will know how important family is. My mom KNOWS whats important in this life. Families making it back to our loving Heavenly Father.
Happy Birthday! From your oldest daughter who loves you more than she can express.

chad

Chad just got home from his mission 3 weeks ago, and man is he a stud!! We instantly reconnected and I'm so excited that he is moving up here at the end of August. I love that I can confide in him, tease him, and restrain :) him haha! So here are a couple pics of us from his visit this weekend. He is such an anchor and amazing example and I'm so so grateful for him. Did I mention I love this kid?








































Now no one get offended. I'm gonna start doing random dedications for all my favorite people in the world...so just wait your turn in line :)

freedom

God Bless America Land That I LOVE
Stand Beside her and guide her
Thru the night with the Light from above
From the mountains
To the prairies
To the oceans white with foam
God Bless America my Home Sweet Home!

I love America. I am grateful for our founding fathers. Those men were inspired by God, and because I believe all this, I participate in Ellis Island's Cries of Freedom show. Where I get to express on stage how much it means to me.